on the 17th

Damn… Just today, the day i had to feel so blue, the day i have so many things to do … And is not the feeling of being sad, is just that i feel everything on my shoulders and the feeling of distance is deeper and hurts more. I feel lonely, empty, as if I exist but I am not inside me. Weird feelings with a weird beginning and a weird meaning… the day is weird, completely out of balance, I can feel it in my bones and inside my head. Things are going to be quite different today. And I still have to write it so it doesn’t remain in my head meanwhile I rush all the things to be done. Mechanic movements that make me advance on the direction I really don´t wish to be…